The Strange Art of Spiralling

Have you ever hated something so much that you just want to run away and never look back?

What if that something is yourself?

Feeling terribly trapped in a person you hate. I experience this.

Wow, writing that makes me cry.

I don’t know where or when my anxiety popped up. I don’t know when I started being so destructive. I don’t know when I started to beat myself up. I don’t know when I started letting it control my life.

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Be Courageous, Forgive Yourself

Forgiveness means moving on and never looking back. Only when you say “I am putting this in the past, I am moving on, and I won’t bring it up again” are you truly forgiving someone.

I have a very hard time saying this to myself. I have a very hard time forgiving myself. I have a very hard time promising myself that I will no longer hold it over my head. Continue reading